Saturday 10 January 2015

The Future is Now! (68)

So here we are making plans.

I am not very good at being hopeful. My fright makes it hard for me to think of the future. If I do not know for certain what the exact details are, I'd rather not think about it at all. Sometimes I am so scared that I just peek at it, almost like I'm worried I will jinx it. 

I used to be confident about what I wanted and where I wanted to be. Then, a decade later,  one realises that one is nothing like the dream one had had for oneself. It made me stop and evaluate my so-called plans. Do we really have control over what is to come?

But here we are making plans of castles and gardens and mini-mes and puppies. You're making me dream again. 

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